Monday, January 5, 2009

My Future

I love him so much. God, I never even knew it was possible to feel like this. I'm a little afraid though, Jesus, because of how unstable it is. When I asked for a deeper level of love, I didn't realize it would only make it harder, it would only make it more untolerable, and wonderful at the same time. Wonderful when we are together. But when I can't see him, it's painful. Literally painful.

Jesus, please help us balance our relationships and ourselves. Give us the motivation we need to become what you planned for us. Let us handle our emotions with ease and discern between the important things and the things we need to let go. We want to walk in your light and salvation. Be our shield and sword. Thank you for knowing us, and creating us uniquely for each other. Be with us Lord.