Hey Jesus. I want to be everything for him. In fact, I want to everything for everyone. Why do I have that in me? The desire to be all that? I keep thinking it's the space that is meant to be filled. After all, "You'll be as great as you prepare yourself to be." So I have to keep looking onward, keep my eyes focused on the person you want me to be. It is my motivation. "You can choose to marry him, but you'll have to work hard at it. Prepare yourself for it." Work hard at becoming someone who will help and not hinder him. His task is big, his support must be strong.
I know I've been lacking. I keep moving forward only to find myself going in circles. My thoughts aren't distinct, and my messages aren't clear. I need to seek you. And push every hinderance aside. In todays world, that's a hard thing to do.
Please encourage me.
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